I'm so pissed. Why the heck did I get into Chemistry when I wanna go to Chemical Engineering? Even with my kind of results, I can't even choose the course I want, then what the heck is the point of studying so hard these 3 damn years? Shit you. If I had the cash I'll go overseas. What the hell. If they like JC students so much for engineering and forfeit the polytechnics students instead then fuck them. Grr. All the JC students need to do is to bloody perfect 3 subjects in 1.5 years. I have to take 39 bloody fucking modules for 3 years. How hard is that? Argue all you want. Your life isn't that miserable, save for the fact that you have to wear uniforms. I don't know what else can I do to get into the course that I want. I studied hard enough to get a GPA of 3.87/4.00. I have a Distinction grade CCA record, which makes up 5% of the component. My O levels are okay, not too good but not too bad either. (R5 15, R4 12, 3A2, 3B3) I have a shining testimonial from my CCA in charge. I got the freaking Model Student Award. What else should I have done to get into my first choice?

If it isn't blatant discrimination than why do I have to work so god damn much harder than an average JC student and I'm still not spared from this system? I feel so angry I can scream. WHY? PLEASE TELL ME WHY. In terms of linguistics, I am definitely fluent in both written and spoken English and Mother Tongue. In terms of engineering principles, I am even better than them, having had some sort of background in poly. In terms of theory, I may lose out a little to them, but I am confident that I can do it. So why. I'm bloody pissed off. Why should I continue serving a country that doesn't give me a fair opportunity to compete on the same platform as others from a different education system. Why don't I just bloody fly off to Australia or America and help their economy instead after I become a successful engineer with one of their instituitions?

;I CREATED A SHEEP!
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